My Heart

My heart is graying this morning…its slowing its beat and filling with sorrow. There are so many highs with you that when I fall into the pit, it is so low, it scares me. I sit in my darkness and mourn you. I sit in my darkness waiting for you to bring the light…you are the light into my heart. You are the one that makes the world stand still and shine with brillant colors. My heart is so dull when you are gone and I am aching so…I love you with all my heart and I know you need time. Please know…I will never abandon you, I will always love you, I want this to work just as much as you do…

My path

I sit alone in the dark and whisper to myself, “You are worth waiting for.” I rock to the sound of the wind outside and know that my guides are by my side. Redirection is not the answer, continueing on this path. Timing is key and I am all too aware of the wait. There is beauty in this path, there is fear, and there is faith. All these things will bring us to be where we need to be…there is a future in waiting, there is hope in waiting, there is happiness in waiting.

My path brought me here and now I am working on me. I have scoured myself worth and replaced it with me. I am working on closing the wounds and dealing with some inside issues. I will never be perfect but know, I am all yours. If you accept me as I am, you will be loved like no other…but I know that all this comes with a price…waiting.

I close my eyes and whisper to myself, “You are worth waiting for, as long as it takes.” I will wait till the day I die, I won’t veer from this path. This path is divine created and cradled by angels. I know to be true that one day the wait will be over and I will be with you.